I am going to re-state a little bit of my deleted post, and I also want to say that it is not my aim to confront the beliefs of anyone, merely to state my own, so please don't take anything I say in a negative way. It's just my opinion and I have no desire to offend anyone.
I'm the other Kansas student teacher. My emphasis is instrumental music. I am currently student teaching 6-12th grade band. Music is, for all of you that aren't aware, an academic subject and is recognized as such by most boards, agencies, and organizations. It is not, however, a "core subject" worthy of state assessments and scrutiny by NCLB. Ashley is correct in saying that I, as a music teacher, have been labeled as "support staff" rather than faculty, along with drama, speech, art, home ec, p.e., and anything else that is not currently being tested by NCLB.
Regarding NCLB itself, I feel that it is a noble idea, a valiant effort. I also don't think it will work. I find the idea of testing every diverse type of child out there with one and only one method, the standardized assessment, to be unreasonable and the goals unrealistic. I simply do not think it is wise to set the students and teachers of the country up for failure, which is a mathematical certainty as we approach the 100% goal of 2013.
However, that isn't what this thread was originally about.
I am the one with the boyfriend who is also a teacher. I am the one who is concerned about not having the opprotunity to be a SAHM if I choose. I also love teaching and of course I knew in advance that I wouldn't be making a lot of money. In the situation I am now in, with current master teachers all around me telling me to "get out while I still can," I am more concerned about society than anything else. I think that in general, regarding education, that the priorities of society are a little (a lot?) screwed up at the moment. I am saddened, but resigned to the fact that there is nothing I can do to change this.
I don't feel that "unmotivated" is how I would describe myself in this situation. I am very motivated. I enjoy what I do. As I've said, I love teaching, and specifically I love teaching kids music. The teaching part is not what I am worried about. My fears are more about the fact that all these teachers are looking for a way out, not because they don't enjoy teaching, but because they cannot afford to do it and support their families. I don't really have a "back up" career choice. Teaching music is what I do and love. So I'm going to continue. I'll find my job for next year, hopefully, and stick with teaching for three years. By then I will be able to make an educated decision about whether I want to continue or whether I need to find a field that will enable me to raise my future children.
Thank you again for your support.
~Abby
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